Phase – 2
Lesson 15
Awaken Your True-Self
This lesson is meant for both audiences …
- Those who have involuntary kriyas
- And also, those who are not having the kriyas yet
Read this lesson and practice this lesson only after 15 to 20 days of practicing both AUM kriyas and practicing “how to listen to the guru within”. Please do not practice this lesson without practicing the previous lessons.
Dear Omy…..you are purposely called Omy, because, though you are Om particle, you are in reality Om by yourself. That is why you are called Omy and this path is Aumism that merges you back in OM, the true ocean of consciousness. In this lesson you will start awakening your true-self. Weather involuntary kriyas are happening with you or not happening with you, do not worry. This is just 2nd month only. As you follow the path, you will start experiencing that, something in the background is walking you carefully through all situations and balancing all aspects of your life, mind and soul.
This lesson will introduce you to YOUR TRUE-SELF without wasting time and clutter. You will have to practice the mantra and its associated Kriya (given in next lesson) which will partially awaken your TRUENESS. Its second half of the Kriya and practice will be given in future lessons. This practice needs to happen all times NATURALLY like mental mathematics. If you are busy in office and your mind does not go towards this, it is okay, no need to worry, it will take its own time due to the karma that you are tied to (as explained in previous lesson already). The climax of the spirituality is being revealed here which needs to be practiced for lifetime, till the last breath of the life. This practice makes your mind unwavering one pointed mind which can never shake even in big hurricane of life situations. Unwavering will come as the practice increases. It cannot be achieved in one day or month or year. If twelve years if it, is practiced, then the mind will start becoming more and more one pointed. As per Bhagagwadgita, those who leave the last breath one pointed towards the God / AUM, they merge in Aum. No matter what karmas they carry, no matter what bad deeds they did. If they can remain one-pointed as last breath, they merge into the cosmic consciousness and such souls will not be reborn. But to stay focused at last breath, you need to practice it all the lifelong. Once you start practicing it, it will happen automatically on its own. You will get used to it. Then, the mind stays always there, even while eating, even while driving, even when father dies, even when mother dies, even when you lose job, even when you win a Nobel prize. As said in Bhagawadgita, those who think of me (god), all times (in bad times and good times), they merge in me (god) and I always take care of them all times (it is the contract and guarantee given by the God). This is how the yogis in Himalayas live happily, because, God has given the contract. That is how I lived in Himalayas. That is how I got food everyday. I never remained hungry for five years and I never begged for money nor I earned money nor did I have money with me. You can also be the same, you are no different. In fact, in the path of Aumism, it would be much easier for you as all blessings and grace is there for all married people.
I was single then, but even now, with my twelve year old child and wife, I live the same life. I do not have bank balances or, life insurances or health insurances. I purposely do not pay any insurances, because I am totally dependent on supernatural power. Life goes on without any interruptions to the required needs. At the same time, I have my own house and have a car for required necessities. I do not mean, I want you to be like this nor you need to have any such fears! Your life is yours. Our three lives and their objectives are different. The point I want to convey here is that, when you hold on the holy feet of the God / Guru, with unwavering mind, all times, then you will never fall short of anything which is a contract given by the lord – Ananyaschintayantomam, yejanah puryupasate, tesham nityabhi yuktanam, yogakshemam vahamyaham – The meaning of this sloka is that, those who think of me all times, I take care of their well-being. So based on this, I am not alone; we three lives live by it.
In the path of Aumism, the married people, will never fall short of the required and basic things. It does not mean they live so lowly in society. They will live with required things, on par in the society with respect. Many factors are taken care by the super natural power for the Aumism path followers. God says – You practice the path of Aumism, I will make sure, you will not fall short of anything in your life. That is the assurance given. Health, finances, children, their education, career, relations all are taken care, provided you follow the path.
You are partially being introduced to such technique in this lesson.
Watch this to get the encouragement of knowing the true-self
The particle of supreme consciousness is there in you in the form of kundalini which is what exits out of your hardware system of your body and mind when you get into deep sleep. It happens with all living beings as part of Nature’s basic hosting facilities that it gives.
That consciousness is like internet and it does not have any shape or form. You are getting born out of the internet with various forms of computers. Every time you are born as a computer (body) the operating system of the cosmos also comes with it (with your own soul baggage of traits and karmic data). You are simply thinking that you are that computer always. Your soul journey has been that way, through all lives and then remaining as an operating system all times (it is called Jeevatman, the limited consciousness). The problem with you is that you do not even know that you are an operating system. You are just thinking that you are that hardware computer. But every night, in your deep sleep, your operating system logs out of your hardware computer and merges back into internet to get charged. That is why you feel so charged up when you wake up in the morning, after good sleep. The internet (Nature) gives that internet facility to all living beings in it. So in a way, all living beings and non-living beings are hanging from the formless Internet (which is the Atman or Supreme Consciousness).
Imagine that internet is like an ocean, and you are like a wave. The wave rises from the ocean and merges back into the ocean again. So you are not a wave, you are that ocean itself. You are that formless internet itself. You are that GOD itself.
Check this story – Imagine you are working for a top incorporation and you work very hard and you are so emotionally connected to that company but how selflessly ever you serve that company, the board of the company will never take you into their board. But imagine, that you suddenly get to know that you are actually THE SON of the owner of the incorporation. Imagine, he accepting you as son. Then imagine the story how it turns?. The owner himself will retire and make you as the CEO of the incorporation. You can then implement all the selfless ideas you had for the company. You can implement all those ideas and bring the company up isn’t it?
In the same way ….. imagine what happiness you get if you know that you are owner of this cosmos and this entire cosmos is your house. Imagine how perception changes? You see all others like your own employees or children (who are your own self) and selflessly work for the cosmos. That’s the happiness that every soul in reality wants to experience.
But soul is like a small child (of below 5years old). His voice is always dominated by elders. No one wants to listen to him. In the same way the soul voice, you are not able to follow. You have built your own intellectual and mind related layers out of pride and prejudices that always dominate and rule this small boy (soul).
Man is continuously after certain aims and goals all times. But even after achieving those goals again he will be left in unhappiness. Because, he is always in search of, pride and prejudice related happiness, which is fake and temporary. Such happiness always shuts the voice of the boy (soul) and always feeds the fake happiness of you. Man studies until he is 20 to 25 years old, then career, then marriage, then children, then raising them and marrying them and then again thinking about grandchildren and all. In addition to all these profession, career, name, money relations all those matter big way. So, most of the time is lost in running after this fake happiness.
The path of Aumism exposes you to Sanatan Dharma way of living of a married man which is Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha. It will satisfy each aspect of life in a very balanced way. You may have desires too which are like having a house, having a car, thinking good for children and so on. But not of over boarded desires of having a BMW car and buying an island and so on! Those desires fall in the category of “pride and prejudice” dream which always involves SHUTTING THE VOICE OF the boy said above.
So who are you?
You are that internet in reality ! You are that pure consciousness in reality. You are not this body with form, you are not the mind, you are not the intellect, you are not even the ego associated with your body, you are that pure expanded consciousness who is like that small boy, who always, prefers peace, love, sacrifice, not hurting others and so on.
Today, you are the given the mantra for this –
I am AAAUUMMM
What is your form ?
Your true form is that candle light or diya / Deepak light
What is your true name and sound?
AAAUUUMMM
Are you a body or mind or intellect?
No – I am that candle light – you will know this later (in next month lessons you will be introduced to next level of the kriya AAAUUUMM)
What is your name and sound ?
I am AAAUUMMM – Slowly you will find AAAUUUMMM sound itself is like I am AAAUUUMMMM. You can follow the next lesson and practice the kriya given there to experience you and Aum are one and the same.